How will I do this?

I am in need of an answer for my financial dilemma. There is not an easy answer! I am looking to the left and to the right watching for a door that God will open. I am ready to give up anything that God would require but I have cut much out already. It is necessary for me to fast and pray for an answer. The fact is I cannot make it through even the month ahead with what I can see will come in and what must go out. I want to think outside the box and I wait on an idea or a gift from heaven. I have been in a bad spot before and God helped me. I do not want to presume upon God but He takes care of His own. I depend on God for all now that I am certain that depending on Credit is indeed presumption of the worst sort. It presumes that God's hand is short, that I am above doing without. So........as I walk out the penalty for not trusting God in the past I do not want to continue this line of thinking. I want to instead go to a place of total trust. He will see me through.
Do not pity me. Watch and see what my Heavenly Father will do! His timing will be perfect. I am humbling myself by confessing my wrong thinking and actions of pride. His word is true and His Spirit is alive in the world today. I will listen and learn and go forward under His hand.