Been Down so Long it seems like Up to Me!

I long to breathe without feeling congested! I long to sleep all night. I long to spend time alone doing things I love to do! I long to write more, cook more and walk until I am tired wearing comfy shoes! Fantasy aside I do have goals and longings and I want to achieve all I can for God and am trying to get my health to another level....so am going on a purge and a push to get there. Wish me well! I will post the details as they develop. I want to read new books and think new thoughts and smile more and learn to run again pacing myself but enjoying energy...I want to dance and wear floaty gowns and slippers. I want my hair to look like my heart feels and my crinkly eyes to crinkle more as I laugh and smile and scream against injustice and glare down the enemy with scripture and knowing who I am in Jesus. I want to help some up and push some down by the blood of Jesus. I want to give up what I have and receive the blessings God showers on me all the while. I want to get out of debt and get into a business that will help me pour into a ministry to help those who have been sold into abuse. I want to see the last years of my life shine with moments of Joy and Victory. So I will try and I will pray and I will do and I will listen and I will follow and I will say no and I will say yes! I want to walk with hinds feet on the high places of my sin and sorrrow...Jesus take my hand and lead me higher to where I would be afraid to go. I am ready!